A Yellow Dent

I feel:: frustrated

So, I've been awake since like 4:30am. I'm watching Airheads. I forgot how funny this movie is. I think my body is starting to get used to the Prozac. I'm not as manic as I was. I'm starting to level out a bit, which is good. Geez, I can't wait for this semester to be over. I realize that I say that every semester. I guess I should play a new tape, huh? Someone hit my car last Saturday night while it was parked at the Rivermarket. I turned it in to my insurance company, State Farm, but they don't believe that someone hit it. They think that I ran into something. So, now my deductible is 250 dollars and it will go against my driving record. At least I'm getting my car fixed. I'm still feeling pent up. I want to go out. The DFL show is this weekend, so I guess I'll go to that. So, this has been a pretty pointless post.....I'm out.


Par For The Course...

I feel:: aggravated

I lost my freakin' Spanish book and I can't find anyone who still has theirs from last semester. I also can't find anywhere to buy one. yay. Spanish test this morning at 9:00.



I feel:: bouncy
What song is on a loop in my head right now:: Frampton~Do You Feeel Like Weeee Doooo?

I just bought The Cure's Greatest Hits and FRAMPTON COMES ALIVE on CD!!!

\m/\m/ Yes, I know I rock. ;)



I've been feeling sort of pent up lately. Like I want to go out and do something, anything, but there is not anything to do. I went to a movie last night with Ashley and her bf, Shane. We saw Dawn of the Dead. It was ok. It kind of scared me. I've been shopping a lot,which is not necessarily a good thing, because I'm not made of money. I'm going to have to get a job *gasp* (jk) so that I can pay my cc bills. I got an application for Hot Topic the other day. I figured it would be fun to work there and my facial piercings wouldn't be a problem. I'm so restless and frustrated. I had a dream last night that I was trying to scream, but all that came out was a whimper. I tried and tried, but no sound came out. So, I woke up crying. I don't know what scared me so much, but I hate it when I wake up crying. Bleh.


Thanks To Prozac

I feel:: cold

I'm up with the chickens. I've been up since 6:30 AM and I'm on Spring Break! WTF is up with that?! So, has anyone seen on the news about that guy in Fresno who killed his 9 children? That so freaks me out. I saw just a minute ago that now, authorities suspect that he fathered at least two of them with 2 of his OWN DAUGHTERS! And people say that shit only happens in Arkansas. Yeah, whatever.
I don't know what I'm going to do about my Algebra class. I had a test last Wednesday and I totally flaked on it. I didn't go. I had a panic attack. The thing is, I would have flunked the test. I know it. I'm so freakin' lost in that class. I don't know whether to keep it and just take the bad grade, or drop it and risk being on financial aid probation. I don't know that this will happen, but I suspect it, since I've already dropped my Astronomy class. I'm a tad stressed about that.
On a completely random note.......

I have way too many shoes.


El Smooth Suavecito

I feel:: loved

I've been studying a lot. My Prozac seems to be working. I started physical therapy for my back yesterday. I am so very sore today. It's got to get worse before it gets better I suppose. I'm so ready for this semester to be over. I was going to go to Florida over Spring Break, but the girl I was going to go with is having surgery to have her gall bladder removed on Monday, March 8. We were going to leave the next week. Obviously, she won't be able to go and I can't afford to go by myself, but I think we are going to go after the semester is over.

Erik took me to see the Passion of the Christ yesterday. Yes, I cried my eyes out. Erik said that I had a death grip on his hand the entire time we were in the movie. It was really nice to see him finally. I miss him so much sometimes that I ache.

We had a guest speaker in Spanish class today. Evidently, he's some sort of a celebrity. El Smooth Suavecito. He is from Panama originally and he just talked about Panama and answered our questions. He said that he just got a contract with Sony Music and was leaving to go on a world tour in May.
Speaking of world tours, I saw Rocky Gray in Cracker Barrell last night having dinner with his wife, kids and I guess either his or his wife's parents. I was with Sally and Tanya. Sally was all,"We should go up to him and be like,'Hey aren't you that guy from Living Sacrifice?'" haha That would have been great.

So, that is pretty much all that is going on with me. Thank you, Eddie, for checking up on me. You are so sweet to do that.

Thank you, Erik, for telling me that you loved me yesterday. I so needed to hear that and I so needed to feel your arms around me. I love you so much.