I feel:: nervous

Erik is taking me to a barbque tonight. Yay! I get to meet/remeet some friends of his. I'm sort of nervous. I hope I didn't overdress:
white baby doll t-shirt
blue jeans
pink satin chain link belt
white flip flops with tiny heel

What do you guys think?


Some Fractals And Some Monty Python

I feel:: accomplished

Bloo Twisties

Black and White


Sand and Sangra

Erik came over last night. :) We laid in my bed and watched Monty Python. That was cool. I got a job at Outback Steakhouse. I would rather work at Hot Topic, but they haven't called me back yet. I'm supposed to start at Outback in a week or so. Tomorrow I'm turning my financial aid appeal paperwork in. I hope they reconsider me. I can't go back to school without financial aid.

In other news, I just gave myself a pedicure. My feet now smell like peppermints.



I feel:: sick
What song is on a loop in my head right now:: music from Legacy of Kain:Defiance

I ate 10 Krispy Kreme doughnuts today. Why do I do this to myself? I feel like I could yak up my toenails now. I think it's time to give OA a call.



I feel:: anxious

I'm back from my Florida vacation. I didn't take any pictures unfortunately. I seemed to have forgotten my camera whenever photo opportunities were good. One day, there were about 8 or so dolphins really close to the shore of the beach and I didn't have my camera to take pics of them. It was really cool. We went to the Gulfarium and saw the dolphin show and the sea lion show. That was cool. The dolphins come right up to the glass windows in the tank and just watch people. I did a lot of shopping. That was fun, but now I'm broke. I'm going to go job hunting tomorrow. Hopefully, I will find something fun that pays decently. I'm on academic probation from UALR because I quit going to classes when I had my breakdown. My gpa is still above a 3.0 though. I have to call Financial Aid office tomorrow and find out if this is going to affect my loan and grant status. I had two panic attacks while I was on vacation. My Zyprexa was upped from 5 mg to 10mg. I'm still kind of shaky though. I was pretty bad last night. I was wishing that Erik was here to hold me.


Fractal Art~Mine

I feel:: bouncy
What song is on a loop in my head right now:: something by Deadsy

Cross of Changes

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Voy a Florida para vacacion

I feel:: loved

Only 3 more days (counting today) until I leave for Florida. I have to do much laundry before I leave. Most of my clothes are dirty. That's a lot of work I'm not looking forward to. Erik took me to eat out the other day at Outback Steakhouse. That was so good. We snuggled all night in my room. That was way fun! He's coming over today. Actually, in about half an hour. Yay! I get to have some lovin' from my boyfriend!