Tuesday Afternoon Tunes
It's around the anniversary of my friend/brother David's death 2 years ago. I still think about him and miss him every day. I don't know why I can't remember the exact date of his death. It was very painful for me since I had never had anyone I loved die before. I remember the pain I felt and I can say now that it has had it's positive effect on me. I'm a bit stronger now than I was before he died. Not much. Just a bit. A little bit is better than nothing. Yes?
These are for David.
Pink Floyd - Wish You Were Here
from David's favorite movie - V for Vendetta
Life Is Beautiful - David would have liked this song.
These are for David.
Pink Floyd - Wish You Were Here
from David's favorite movie - V for Vendetta
Life Is Beautiful - David would have liked this song.
Labels: David, navel gazing
posted by Anais Nin at
12:59 PM
2 Comments:
Funny. I never thought about it until just this second, but I can't remember the exact anniversary of most of my big-bad-sad moments. I know the time of year, the season, the smell, the outfit... but never the date. Hmm.
I wonder if that's self-protective, or just my brain's way of stretching out the misery a little longer?
Isn't that weird? I know exactly how to get to David's grave; what shirt he was buried in, but I can't remember the exact date. I even looked back on my blog to find it, but I didn't post on that day. I posted something about it a couple of days later.
I think the reason I can't remember exactly is because I was so traumatized at the time. I don't remember much else going on around that time either.
I hope your reason is self-protective. I would hate to think that some sadness from your past keeps hanging on to you so tightly.
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