Anxiety + Insomnia + Bad Memories = Extreme Agitation
I feel:: moody
What song is on a loop in my head right now:: No music. Just the ever present ticking of my fucking eye.
Life Clue #2
Never have an extended late night convo with a person who abused you about another person who abused you. I feel like I could down the rest of my Klonopin right now (which isn't that much really) and I still wouldn't feel ok. Dammit. Maybe I'll lay down in the dark and watch Star Wars for the 5849205775849302745890th time. Or maybe Stargate. I don't know. Whichever one will put me to sleep faster.
P.S. She's coming down here tomorrow to spend the day with me. Wow, I can't wait to talk more about my rapes, my grandfather's molestation of me and the death of people close to me. Yeah, I'm looking forward to it.
Fuck me sideways.
What song is on a loop in my head right now:: No music. Just the ever present ticking of my fucking eye.
Life Clue #2
Never have an extended late night convo with a person who abused you about another person who abused you. I feel like I could down the rest of my Klonopin right now (which isn't that much really) and I still wouldn't feel ok. Dammit. Maybe I'll lay down in the dark and watch Star Wars for the 5849205775849302745890th time. Or maybe Stargate. I don't know. Whichever one will put me to sleep faster.
P.S. She's coming down here tomorrow to spend the day with me. Wow, I can't wait to talk more about my rapes, my grandfather's molestation of me and the death of people close to me. Yeah, I'm looking forward to it.
Fuck me sideways.
posted by Anais Nin at
5:21 AM
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