Amazing

I feel:: angry
What song is on a loop in my head right now:: Blue October~James

How am I supposed to breathe?
I try to relax.
I touch your still frame.
So I can watch you closer and study the ways I believe I belong to you.
To you.
So I, scratch at your waist line your doll hair.
I dig up the thought of how your eyes glow.
So I make you my religion, my collision, my escape goat.
So, have I found your secret weak spot baby?
Can you pretend I'm amazing?
I can pretend I'm amazing.
Instead of what we both know.
I cut to the punch line, baby.
Can we pretend I'm amazing?
Instead of what we both know.
And now our history is for sale.
And for that I apologize.
You see you're my only know how, a study of when I believed I belonged to you.
To you.
You see I've made you into something more delicious, my sweet ghost.
So, have I found your secret weak spot baby?
Can you pretend I'm amazing?
I can pretend I'm amazing.
I cut to the punch line baby. Can we pretend I'm amazing?
Instead of what we both know.
~Blue October