I Feel Lost (and sick)

I feel:: crappy
What song is on a loop in my head right now:: Bride~Everybody Knows My Name

Well, I'm sick...again. Dammit. Why is it that when I start getting something good going in my life for myself that I get sick? It's like powers beyond my control are working to keep me bored and out of shape. I'm frustrated and sick of sitting in the house all the time because of my freakin sicknesses.