tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-26953856.post115376824892067140..comments2023-10-15T10:36:30.216-04:00Comments on I Will Not Eat The Darkness: I Cry Only Because I'm SelfishAnais Ninhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04854303141967163306noreply@blogger.comBlogger2125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-26953856.post-1154194390181680902006-07-29T13:33:00.000-04:002006-07-29T13:33:00.000-04:00Thanks so much, girl. It's hard, you know. I never...Thanks so much, girl. It's hard, you know. I never realized how much. I've never lost someone close to me before. I've never felt pain like this. It's terrible. It's like I never know when I'm going to break down. One minute I feel just fine and then the next, I'm totally freaking out. Sometimes, though, the crying only lasts a few minutes. Just a few tears, but the ache in my heart never goes away. <BR/>xxxxxxxAnais Ninhttps://www.blogger.com/profile/04854303141967163306noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-26953856.post-1154175878998856092006-07-29T08:24:00.000-04:002006-07-29T08:24:00.000-04:00Oh my, I'm so so sorry. For what it's worth, I don...Oh my, I'm so so sorry. For what it's worth, I don't think it's selfish of you to be grieving. Cry, cry and cry as much as you need to. You must miss him terribly, and the wondering of what on earth happened can't be helping.<BR/><BR/>Angry is understandable, and imo totally acceptable. Grief is horrible.<BR/><BR/>Hang on in there xxxxincurable hippiehttps://www.blogger.com/profile/13537972928288562694noreply@blogger.com